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Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • Steps to Somewhere

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    The wisest of women builds her house, but folly with her own hands tears it down. Whoever walks in uprightness fears the LORD, but he who is devious in his ways despises him. Proverbs 14: 1,2.   As I advance through each minute of my life, I am constantly reminded of how I should be and where I might go. When I am standing at the bottom of steps, I naturally want to go up them. If I am at the top, I want to go down. just to go SOMEWHERE! Sometimes it is good to sit on them and rest, but not for too long lest the dust and fat and bones settle in. Right now, I would love to just run out and go take pictures, but feel it is imperitave for me to stay here and keep an eye on the remodel project. We've had quite a few glitches, which I now understand is normal. The day out there is beautiful and I am definately missing out. Like I am stuck on the steps to somewhere, going nowhere. But there is good here on this step. I am catching up on you, my xanga friend...reading and looking at pictures. I am enjoying this cyber friendship so very much. So, I guess, emotionally, I AM on a step to somewhere!

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

  • Blue and Gold, Dust, Cold

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    Blue and Gold. These are the colors of the local high school. They are also our younger son'.s favorite clothing colors. I love gold leaves against a vivd blue sky! There is something so crisp and definate and reliable about this picture and what it symbolizes to me. It's artistic and beautiful, natural, created. The beauty of the tree caused me to look up, up beyond the tree, as if expecting to see God holding a paintbrush dripping with color. I needed the delight of tis moment as we are in the middle of what has become a frustrating remodel project. Fortunately, our friend we hired to do the work is in good health. But his way of doing things is very wasteful and is not our way. It would be so easy to tear him apart verbally. But I won't. I know that God has a way. His way. It's better than my way or anyone else's because He is holy and perfect and divine. I fail to do His way, yet He doesn't tear me apart. He continues to love me. He forgives me. Maybe He even chuckles at the silly, un thinking things I do and say. I do realize that we are not to judge others. We are to be gracious and understanding. I never asked the Lord to give me patience. I did ask Him to show me what was ugly in my heart. i asked this quite awhile ago before we even knew we'd be doing this project! Well, let me tell you, He is showing me and I see it daily. This Ugly in my heart must be washed out completely. It may take awhile. And maybe not; it depends on how I let go of it. So many of us have been burned in life by the people who are closest to us, whether emotionally or physically close. I have been scorched a few times more than I would've liked. But here I've been, secretly scorching my friend who has been working right close by on my house. Yes, he is at fault. But it is not right for me to hold in this grudge. I need to (with hubby) lovingly go to him and express the legitimate concern and then let go completely of the anger that has been building. Then maybe everything will come together and our project will be complete. And hopefully the breaker in the new electric box will not pop tonight, robbing us of half the electricity which is running our little space heaters. The temp. tonight is supposed to be 32. We need the heaters. The addition hasn't been wrapped and sided yet. There are places where the cold wind is whipping through the gaps. There's no stove/oven. No washer or dryer. Varied types of dust covering everything. Plastic boxes filled with kitchen and Ryan's stuff are stacked in our little livingroom and in our bedroom. Ryan is sleeping on the couch, which gts a new layer of dust each day. The shop vac spews vaccumed dust out the top and all over the place! I am stating how things are right now, not complaining! I am so very thankful for what we have and what we get to do! I anticipate what all we will be able to do for God's glory once this mess is all cleaned up and prettied up! I need for the Spirit of the Lord to reign here! I yearn for His glory, like the intense gold of the leaves against the fabulous blue sky. And I hope to be His paintbrush, spreading love like beautiful shades of paint to all who come through our door.

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

  • My This and My That

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    "Say, 'Green pastures,' Autumn"! Grace loves the sound of those words and she wanted her 11/2 year old sister to say it!!!  Our little Grands are learning God's Word. Psalm 23 is awesome and I am so comforted by it every single time. Three year old Grace touched my heart by putting an emphasis on Green Pastures. That was a blessing of a little message for me as we go through our life with nothing but dirt out front and out back and with a chunk of the house torn apart. And now here I am in bed with a back problem that might've landed me in the hospital yesterday had we called for an ambulance. My bed; green pastures? "He maketh me to lie down in"... I have been forced to lie down and rest at such a busy time for which I had plans. Those plans have been put to rest for now. My heart is listening for a word from God..."He restoreth my soul" ...He has definately reminded me that He loves me. His best is better than my best. As I prop myself up to take the weight off of the more pained right side of my body, I feel like a grape vine or a young tree that is supported by a sturdy pole with ties to hold so that the life of me won't drag down into the dirt or mud and rot and wither from pain. My soul rests in what I know to be true; the Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want.

  • The Fourth Wonder of the World; Our World

    054 We have been blessed with another grandwonder! After being concerned with a low heartrate , Andrew Levi was born at home. He is healthy and looks so much like Josiah did as a newborn. We are relieved that everything turned out to be fine! The kitchen remodel iscoming along and our cancer-fighting contractor has  a one month reprieve from chemo. Being able to focus better is a good thing for us and the progress! God is definately blessing us!

Saturday, 03 October 2009

  • Update on Baby prayer request

    THANK YOU all so much for praying! I am asking that you will all be gracious and continue praying! Baby checked out okay: heartrate is slow but sped up when she had contractions during monitoring. Contractions were 5minutes apart but not enough for birth. We are all concerned about a chord situation, but figured something would've showed up at the hospital. Jonathan and Tara came back over here to eat dinner with us and get the little ones and then headed for home.  We have the childrens' suitcase and little Autumn's portable bed, just in case. All we have to do is drive over there and pick them up and come back here. So, hopefully we'll have a HEALTHY new baby grand tomorrow! Peaceful sleep would be wonderful. Also, my hubby worked for 11 hours today on this house; mostly on the roof. He is whipped! I am more than appreciative. I am in awe. Love, GAil 

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  • My name is Gail and I have been happily married since May 3, 1980. My husband and I are the parents of 3 and the grandparents of 3! We are both retired (he from U.P.S.). We are living on half the income we had and are still raising 2 teenagers. Sure, we could use more money!However, being together to love each other and raise the kids together is what we believe we're supposed to be doing. Our faith and belief in the Lord Jesus is our foundation! We live in a little old granny house in central Arizona, where we are surrounded by mountains and we enjoy four seasons!!!

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